Thank you to my best friend Christopher for collaborating with me once again. Poison has been waiting to be released for a few months now and the wait is finally over! These collaborations for me have been the highest compliment as a writer. I can’t thank you enough Christopher for allowing me to be a part of this. I hope we get another chance to write together again soon! Much love to you! Please head over to his page and check out his incredible writing Christopher’s Blog
I stare at these old memories packed away inside broken picture frames all the years of feeling unloved flood my veins chronic hate fills these eyes and I grow cold as ice each time I stare intently inside at the pain of yesterday it somehow always states the case where I’m the one to blame nothing will ever feel the same until I drive out this hate and cast this poison away
Piles of Syllables leave this doubtful mouth Some rhymes are just better left unsaid When it battles the test of my contested mind Please let this go Let me go unheard Let These delicate words go smooth as liquid down the drain Like gasoline to the fire filling up my lungs that burns inside my flesh Until there is no more abstraction of thought left for meeting in the public conscious
– Message from Christopher
This one is for those who feel trapped. For those who feel like they don’t have a voice. For those who build and strengthen the walls around their hearts even further due to the betrayal and mistrust they have suffered. But I’m here to tell you personally that although those walls around our hearts are necessary and protective, I’ve also learned that it is certainly possible to let yourself open up those walls in the right context. The person that I have done this collaboration with, was that one person that I found that I can trust. I hid myself for such a long time. I’ve been through the struggle. I know how it feels to feel so alone. But you don’t have to be alone anymore. You can overcome this. You can be heard. You can have a voice. As long as you’re careful, and have the proper awareness and vigilance of knowing who best to let in and trust. While also being wise about who has your best interests at heart from those who do not. It’s dangerous to be vulnerable. That’s why I say to be wise about who to trust, so you don’t put yourself in danger. But I also want you to know that it is possible. There is still goodness left to find in this world. Although it’s not in quantitative abundance, there is still a minority group of us out here in the world that still have love, empathy, and compassion left to give. So if you happen to find that type of person or even a good group of people, then nothing can stop you and them from tearing down those walls and opening yourself up. You don’t have to suffer in the darkness and silence alone anymore. If nobody else cares, then at least WE do.
So I thank you with my whole heart bestie! The lovely and beautiful, thecreativechic. You were the one who finally tore my walls down. ❤️
Thank you to my best friend Christopher for collaborating with me again! You truly are such a great writer and artist. Please go check out his blog, show him some love and follow along on his amazing journey.
he found her in the middle of an empty hour both in silence she spoke a language only he understood weaving the words unconditional love with each soft stroke inside of his anxious mind like lover’s gravity she seduces him down towards the perfect stability that his lonely soul has been forever seeking as her loving frequency sings him softly to sleep
you begin to rake your aching fingers the anticipation burning slowly working its way towards my warm soul electric heat finally reaches inside of my desire
caressing all the hidden secrets of my soul your love fills me gliding through the shadows of every part
of my being every inch every seam of my deepest flesh your lingering obsession Is only now my lingering question of when will you reveal these hidden secrets to me that only you can see all over again?