I leave flowers on your grave soft offerings for a silence that never answers their petals stir in the wind as if they too are trying to speak your name without breaking I kneel beside the earth that keeps you wondering how something so vast can fit inside a handful of memories the flowers will wither the seasons will turn but grief has its own roots growing deeper each time I come here looking for you in a place that can only hold your bones and never the light you left behind
and still I bring them not because you can see them but because love has never learned how to arrive empty handed I tell myself that somewhere beyond my understanding you knew I was here that every bloom is another way of saying I have not forgotten one day my hands will stop bringing flowers but until then they will keep blooming where my heart still insists you are only sleeping
I often wonder in moments of untold stories waiting to be read how many words will need to be written until we find our way back together how many pages must the heart turn before the ink dries on the distance between us and our story begins again how many chapters must time quietly unfold before your name finds its way back into mine
and how many endings must we survive before we understand we were always the beginning
take me where the light is gentle barely waking the world where shadows stretch like whispered secrets and the air holds its breath skin glowing in the hush between night and day open without shame hands tracing the quiet promise of morning slow and deliberate like a vow spoken without words touch me in this fragile light where everything feels new and everything is possible where the warmth of your breath presses softly against my skin and time slows to the rhythm of our joined heartbeats hold me here in the light that drapes us like a secret and let me melt into the soft edges of dawn’s embrace
if love had a language your eyes would be my favorite chapter the one I return to when the world forgets how to be gentle
they speak without the burden of words holding entire seasons inside a single glance a quiet alphabet of warmth of storms survived of dawns still waiting to happen
I have learned the shape of hope in the way your gaze lingers how silence becomes a sanctuary when it is shared between us
every blink turns another page every smile hidden there is a sentence I never tire of reading
and if one day the rest of the story fades if time scatters its pages to the wind
I will always remember the language your eyes taught my heart that love is not always spoken but endlessly understood
I know each line of your face like verses in a poem I’ve memorized by heart the gentle curve where laughter lives the faint crease of past storms weathered in silence the soft trace time has dared to leave near your eyes not as a thief but as an artist each line is a map of joy of ache of sleepless wonder I’ve traced them with my eyes a thousand times and still they catch me off guard like a favorite song played slow and low in the dark to know your face is to know a story without needing words a story that keeps unfolding even when you’re still
we began as margins empty spaces waiting for a hand to spill ink into our quiet you did not read me you memorized the shape of my syntax running a thumb along the rough cut of my edges until the dust of old chapters cleared revealing the spine we are not written in a rush we are the slow turn of heavy paper the smell of old bindings and the afternoon sun trapped between sheets of parchment
I have found myself folded down at the corner of your thoughts a creased memory you keep returning to in the dark here in the white space between the paragraphs where the author fell silent we speak not in words but in the weight of punctuation the soft exhale of a semicolon the breathless pause before the next line begins let the world close its heavy cover let the shelves grow dark around us we are pressed together in the quiet typography two separate stories bound into the very same breath
the path remembers us every stone still holds the quiet weight of your hand finding mine simply to say I’m here and I love you
beneath these old trees where even time hangs gently from the branches your fingers folded into mine like they had always known the shape of my loneliness
since then every empty bench looks as though it has been saving a place for the warmth we left behind I could walk this road a thousand times alone yet my palm would keep searching for the memory of your touch
because some hands never really let go they become the way you carry love long after the path disappears