As she turned off the old lamp she caught a glimpse of her tired eyes staring back from the mirror her life flashes before her eyes lifes regrets fill her heart her once strong words no longer carry their weight as she closes her eyes for another long empty night the final cold winter sets deep within her bones
the words twist and turn inside of her clawing at her soul beating down her walls slowly moving through her veins waiting to be released into the unknown of this vast space ready to come alive amongst the stars to be splattered upon these once empty pages
My own space here for 11 years. Met some incredible people and lost a lot too. I’ve cried too many times, laughed, loved so much, grown up here really. Life has been hard, it’s been wonderful, heartbreaking, incredible, trying and fun, but I’m still here. Writing along. Thanks for being on this journey with me.
I lie awake in the stillness of the night the depth of the silence stealing my very breath my story unfolds before you bare naked down to my very soul my scars are visible as the clock strikes its lonely hour again and again comfort finds me no longer can I hide with this ink I bleed the truth upon these pages beneath this surface of mine
I stare upon blank pages struggling to find the words that fill the surface so quietly they linger dancing like raindrops inside my head stripped down I close my eyes and catch my breath listening to the melody within nothing else matters but here and now stripped down to my soul stripped down to myself