I wish you were here

I don’t know if I’ll ever get “use” to you being gone. The day replays, the pain is relived. You were here one day and gone the next. Just gone. No goodbye, just gone. It just doesn’t seem fair.

Each holiday, each birthday, each vacation, each special occasion, just doesn’t feel the same anymore. It will never be the same again.

Far away from where you are, I miss you. I wish you were still here, not just a memory upon this earth.

Sunday

in this moment
I will find happiness
within myself
I will not allow my mind
to think any less
than what I truly am
in this moment
I will become my own being
I will not let society
define who I am
or control how I think
in this moment
I will smile longer
love a little more
laugh a little louder
and forgive without regrets
in this moment
I will find happiness
within myself