sometimes goodbyes
are all we have
when in life
love will never be
as we want
To love you always
I love you
even in moments
so dark
they pull me under
with fear
in the silence
of the seconds
that slowly tick by
and in the
unspoken pauses
that quickly steal
my breath away
I will continue
to love you
always
Amber dreams
I drift away
in amber dreams
finding you
in the chapters
of my favorite poem
tracing every word
letter by letter
line by line
until the soft echos
of my beating heart
fill the pages
and you and I
are all that’s left
Beautiful moments
I think
of all the moments
that had to align
to bring us here
to one another
it’s in these
beautiful moments
that I wish
I could stop time
just to even have
one more second
with you
Waiting
the shadows rest
in the colors
of the walls
hidden in secrets
that keep me bound
I listen as silence
fills my lungs
waiting for time
to softly whisper
and fill my flesh
with memories
Inside the spaces
you fit perfectly
inside the spaces
of my soul
embroidered so neatly
into the story
of my life
If I close my eyes
if I close
my eyes
I can feel you
upon my flesh
inside the depths
of my soul
between every inch
of my bones
I can feel you
in every breath
that fills my lungs
and in every beat
of my heart
You fit perfectly
you fit
perfectly
in all the
broken
and empty spaces
inside of me
Inside those moments
Oh I would
love to live
inside those moments
after kissing you
where time
is quietly trapped
in the seconds between
dream and reality
where thoughts
are nothing more
or less
than what you believe
and everything
just feels infinite
and beautiful
12 years here!
Wow! My own space here for 12 years. 12 incredible years here! Holy fuck! Met some incredible people, including my best friend Christopher. Thank you for your true friendship, it’s been such an honor to even know you. You’re just such a beautiful human and more of what this world needs. Honestly, there are many here who I consider to be great friends and to know them outside of WP has been such a fulfilling thing in my life. I love you guys, I mean that.
I’ve lost a lot here too. Not just in the blog world but in my own, some are just more devastating than others in many ways. I’ve cried too many times, laughed, loved so much, grown up here really. Life has been hard, it’s been wonderful, heartbreaking, incredible, trying and fun, but I’m still here. Writing along. Thanks for being on this journey with me. I hope to be here another 12 with you all.
Thank you all for being on this journey with me. A journey I started a long time ago and hope to continue to share a part of my soul with you all. Much love!
The Creative Chic 