Choosing hope (Audio)

I learned early that softness
was a liability
in a place where walls listened 
and windows rattled with anger
you grew armor the way
other kids grew dreams
hope stayed hidden
folded small and tucked behind the ribs

growing up rugged
teaches you strange math
how love can subtract itself
how silence can weigh
more than shouting
you learn to read moods like the weather
to predict storms
from the way a door closes

childhood felt like a rumor
something bright you only saw 
through passing windows
you learned how to keep breathing
in rooms that forgot to love you

and yet nothing forged 
in fire comes out hollow
you carry a quiet authority 
earned by endurance
your scars are proof you stayed alive
in a place that tried to make you vanish

you are not broken
you are carved by fire
heart still beating 
skin still marked
and quietly 
endlessly choosing hope

13 thoughts on “Choosing hope (Audio)

  1. Really, LOVED this poem/audio!!!! Thanks so very much for your audio narration!!! It was beautifully done. Loved the slow and deliberate pace and intonations!!! That Brought it to life. When I closed my eyes it seemed that you were here sitting in the room sharing this!!Loved this stanza – especially the last half of the stanza:growing up ruggedteaches you strange mathhow love can subtract itselfhow silence can weighmore than shoutingyou learn to read moods like the weatherto predict stormsfrom the way a door closesBellissimo, Jennifer, Bellissimo!!! You are so Sweet to do this with an audio!!!!!Chuck😁💖💕🌹

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