goodbye a dance of shadows the ones of you and I an intricate ballet in the depths of night each step we take is filled with hesitation as we move apart leaving behind little pieces of what used to be
it’s the silence that follows that will forever be engraved into this broken heart
in the heartbeat of memories where time surrenders whispers of the past float on a gentle breath a tapestry woven with threads of forgotten days the past just a symphony of fragmented melodies echoing through the corridors of my mind and with each day that passes I’ll remember you and I this way a mosaic of moments stitched together for a lifetime
in the realm of tender whispers where silence finds its voice a dance of you and I an intimate love song that replays within our touch your lips like brushstrokes upon my delicate canvas painting hues of desire’s bloom each touch a stanza of longing an ode to love’s sweet essence for in this verse of stolen moments where time itself doesn’t exist a kiss becomes a timeless poem etched in the depths of you and I
I’ve always believed that on the other side of me on the other side of this there has always existed you it was in those quiet moments when all I could hear was the tick-tock of the clock I could feel the darkness of the night lying quietly upon my skin and in these moments here with you I feel so infinite every layer of myself begins to unravel naked before you wearing only my scars and I am finally seen finally free
you and I are just time in a bottle slowly slipping through a brief moment of this boundless space until we are only beautiful grains of sand quietly settled into the universe intertwined of flesh and bone where we are timelessly etched together for all of eternity
inside the element of your existence I saw everything in one single moment that you once were and somewhere in between the space of you and I is the capacity of every heartbeat that my body has held for you
and even through this entire universe this vast space of our existence I found you and I know now that I was always meant to love you within this lifetime
I close my eyes and smile as I feel the strumming of the music flowing across my skin remembering the time we danced your lips making promises for your body to keep time slows and my hips sway in rhythm with your own and I know in this perfect moment I’ll never feel the harmony of this melody quite like this again
I know we all have those days when we stand in front of the mirror and wonder who we are exactly. Who am I? When did we let so many things in our life and especially society determine how we see ourselves? Why is it important what others think of us and not what we think of ourselves? We hold up different masks to see which we want to wear and push all the others to the side for another day.
When will we look in the mirror and say enough? I am beautiful beyond my skin, I am worthy. I don’t need to let my past define who I am right here and now. I can let go of all that’s happened to me. I can move on from a broken home, abusive relationships, drugs, alcohol, doubt, and self-destruction. I can let go and move on, it is possible.
I know at the end of the day when we’re standing in front of the mirror, no masks, no makeup. Just raw flesh and bones, we truly are the same. We are made up of the same matter and bleed the same color. We’re more alike than we all may realize. We often close our eyes so we don’t have to see all the flaws within, but we are missing the most beautiful thing to look at OURSELVES. We’re all in this one life TOGETHER, why not love one another along the way?
So, the next time you look in the mirror, I hope you realize that your flaws are just misunderstood beautiful pieces of yourself. You are beautiful just as you are. You are worthy. You are exactly where you are meant to be at this exact moment in time. Trust that.
Happy Sunday to you all. Should you ever need some extra encouragement and love, you know where I am