she had to build herself
from pieces scattered like glass
edges sharp and jagged
cutting the hands
that tried to hold her
she learned to gather them
one by one
pressing cracks into patterns
turning breaks into bridges
pain into architecture
her reflection is a mosaic
not whole in the way
the world expects
but whole in the way she chose
stronger in the places
that once bled
beautiful in the places
that were broken
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Some days
some days
the mind is a house
with flickering lights
rooms you avoid
because they echo too loudly
you smile in the doorway
tell others you’re fine
while the ceiling drips
old fears you never fixed
thoughts pace
like restless ghosts at 3 a.m.
rattling memories
that refuse to be ignored
you learn that strength
is not the armor you wear
but the calm you hold
when no one is watching
healing isn’t a sunrise
that sweeps away the night
it’s learning the dark has furniture
you bruise
you rest
you try again tomorrow
some nights
the darkness loosens its grip
not to vanish
just enough to let you breathe
you don’t defeat the quiet
you live with it
and that
somehow
is light
Footprints

I leave my footprints
where the water forgets
letting the tide erase
what I can’t carry home
the wind learns my name
and gives it back to me in pieces
a laugh
a promise
the space between your words
the horizon keeps our secrets
wide enough to hold
what we never finished saying
even the night knows you
the way the stars lean closer
as if listening
I gather their light like fragments of you
and press them to my chest
proof that absence can still glow
so I stay until the sky
exhales its last color
until my heart remembers
its own rhythm again
and when I leave
I take nothing
but the quiet certainty
that love
real love
never learns how to leave
Choosing hope (Audio)
I learned early that softness
was a liability
in a place where walls listened
and windows rattled with anger
you grew armor the way
other kids grew dreams
hope stayed hidden
folded small and tucked behind the ribs
growing up rugged
teaches you strange math
how love can subtract itself
how silence can weigh
more than shouting
you learn to read moods like the weather
to predict storms
from the way a door closes
childhood felt like a rumor
something bright you only saw
through passing windows
you learned how to keep breathing
in rooms that forgot to love you
and yet nothing forged
in fire comes out hollow
you carry a quiet authority
earned by endurance
your scars are proof you stayed alive
in a place that tried to make you vanish
you are not broken
you are carved by fire
heart still beating
skin still marked
and quietly
endlessly choosing hope
Her eyes
her dark eyes carry the weight
of stories never told aloud
they are deep wells of knowing
reflecting both the tenderness
she gives freely
and the ache she keeps hidden
they hold the hush
of midnight rooms
and the echo of emotions
that learned to survive
without language
in them lives a patience
shaped by longing
a softness that’s guarded
by storms already weathered
her eyes do not ask
to be understood
they ask to be felt
and once they are they linger
long after the moment has passed
Shine your light

In a world heavy with shadows, where fear and anger seem louder than anything else, it is easy to feel small, to think your light could never matter. But even the tiniest flame can push back the dark. Being a light does not mean you are unbroken or that you never feel the weight of the night; it means you choose, again and again, to shine anyway. A kind word, a patient gesture, a smile offered when no one is watching, these are sparks, and sparks can grow, quietly, steadily, until they touch more than you ever imagined. Light spreads not because it is grand, but because it refuses to be silent. It reminds the world that darkness is never absolute, that hope can exist even in the corners that feel most lost. When everything seems heavy, when despair whispers that nothing can change, you can plant your small flame, let it tremble and flicker, and trust that even the smallest glow can guide someone home. To be a light is to show up, to speak your truth, to offer warmth in a cold place, to keep shining when it feels impossible. It is a quiet rebellion, a gentle courage, a reminder that even in the blackest night, one spark can ripple across the world and remind us all that hope has not vanished.
Happy New Year
As I stand on the edge of this brand-new year, I find myself overwhelmed by a beautiful sense of possibility. Looking back on 2025, I’m filled with so much gratitude for the moments that challenged me, the laughter that kept me going, and the quiet growth that happened when I wasn’t even looking. Whether my year felt like a whirlwind of excitement or a steady, quiet climb, I’m taking a moment to be proud of simply making it here, and I hope you are doing the same.
As I step into 2026, my wish for both of us is simple: I hope our days are filled with more “real” moments and fewer “busy” ones. I want to find the courage to chase the things that make my heart beat a little faster, the patience to be kind to myself on the hard days, and the joy that comes from the smallest, simplest things. To me, this new year isn’t about “fixing” who I am; it’s about celebrating the person I’ve become and embracing the adventures that haven’t even started yet.
Thank you for being such a special part of my journey. I’m so excited to share this next chapter with you. Here’s to a year of health, happiness, and beautiful new beginnings for us all.
Happy New Year!
Much love,
Jennifer ❤️
Checking in
Hey, my sweet friends! It’s easy to get caught up in the rush of daily life, work, errands, plans, notifications but sometimes we forget to pause and just check in with ourselves. So, I’m asking: how are you feeling today? Really.
Are you energized, ready to take on the world, or do you feel a little worn out, needing a moment to breathe? Maybe you’re somewhere in between, riding the waves of a busy week or a quiet one.
Here’s your reminder that it’s okay to feel whatever you feel. There’s no right or wrong, no need to mask your emotions. Take a deep breath. Check in. Be honest with yourself. I know for me life has been rather busy lately, it’s been challenging to keep up and catch up. I’m working on it though!
And if you feel like sharing, I’d love to hear it, drop a comment, send a message, or even just sit with these words for a moment. Sometimes, simply naming our feelings is the first step toward understanding them.
Sending my love to anyone who may need just a little extra today
Jennifer ❤️
Scattered light
we are not meant to linger
in endless sunrises
nor chase infinity
through unyielding nights
our bodies crumble
our hours slip like sand
through impatient fingers
and yet
we live forever in the laughter
we leave behind
in the stories whispered
long after we’re gone
and in the way
someone remembers
the light we scattered
into the world
Once Aligned
they drifted across the dark
like two forgotten constellations
each carrying its own story
its own ache of light
once and only once
their orbits crossed
the stars leaned in to listen
and the sky held its breath
for a moment
their light touched
a map redrawn
a myth undone and made again
then time shifted
as it always does
and the distance between them
filled with silence and memory
and still
on certain nights
they search the horizon
for a shimmer
that feels like recognition
the faint impossible pulse
of what once aligned
and never will again