15 years

Fifteen years. It feels surreal even typing that.

When I first hit “publish” on this blog, I had no idea where it would take me. Back then, blogging was still finding its voice, and so was I. What started as a small digital space to share thoughts and snippets of life has now grown into something much deeper: a record of my evolution, a community of like-minded souls, and a creative outlet that has weathered every season of life.

Over the years, this blog has been through many phases, much like me. I’ve written about everything from love and life to grief and loss, sharing the ups, the downs, and everything in between.

There were times when the words flowed easily and times when I wondered if I had anything left to say. But here we are, still showing up. Still writing.

To every reader who has stopped by, left a comment, shared a post, or just quietly read along, thank you. Your presence has made this space feel alive and worth returning to again and again.

So, what’s next? Honestly? I’m not sure. But I know this: as long as I have words to share, this space will be here. It may change and evolve (like all good things do), but the heart of it remains the same.

Here’s to the next chapter, and to everyone who’s been part of the story so far. 

Much love,
Jennifer ❤️




Saturday thoughts

*Picture is my own*

Whatever this week has been for you—messy or magical, heavy or light—there’s beauty tucked inside it somewhere. Maybe it’s in the way the morning light fell through your window. Maybe it’s in a laugh you didn’t expect. Maybe it’s in the strength you didn’t realize you had until life asked you to show it.

The hard moments and the joyful ones both weave the fabric of our days. Even when the edges feel frayed, there is still color, still texture, still meaning. Take a breath today. Let yourself see the small wonders—because they are always there, waiting to be noticed.

Here’s to finding the beauty in it all, and carrying that gentle light into the weekend. 🌸

Soundtrack (Audio)

There are songs you don’t just play — they arrive.

They slip into the quiet moments, like footsteps down an empty hallway. And before you realize what’s happening, they settle beneath your ribs, stirring something you didn’t know you’d tucked away.

Maybe it’s a voice — cracked, soaring, barely tethered to melody that pulls you straight into a memory you swore you’d buried. Suddenly, you’re standing in that room again. The light is just right. The air is thick with the scent of things left unsaid.

The lyrics don’t ask for permission.
They simply enter.
They move past the guard you put up
those practiced smiles, the careful strength you wear like armor each morning.

And then, they hum like an old friend, whispering, “remember?”

And you do.
God, you do.

One line — maybe something about a mother’s hands, or the quiet ending of a love that didn’t slam the door when it left, becomes a weight you didn’t expect to carry. It’s not quite pain. It’s something quieter. Heavier.

It’s the ache of being human.
Of having loved. Of having lost.
Of lingering too long in places where your heart once lived.

Sometimes, tears come. Not because you’re broken but because the song knows.
It knows what it’s like to feel everything all at once.
To carry hope where there should be none.
To hold on to moments even as they slip away.

And in that moment
you’re not alone.

That’s the power of lyrics.
They don’t just soundtrack your life
they speak it back to you.
Softer, maybe.
Sadder, almost certainly.
But truer than you ever imagined.

From a distance

I grew up learning how to disappear
without ever leaving the room
to speak softly or not at all
because silence never got punished

I measured my worth
in how little space I could take
how quickly I could read a face
and change mine to match

love was something I watched
from a distance
other people’s warmth
like windows lit from the inside
on streets I was never invited to walk

I learned to soothe myself
deep breaths in dark rooms
whispers like you’re okay
even when I wasn’t sure
I believed it

and still
there’s a part of me that waits
that wonders if maybe
someone someday
will look at me like 
I was never hard to love
like I was always
meant to be seen



Thursday Thoughts

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Happy Thursday, my friends. I just wanted to take a moment to acknowledge YOU.

Wherever you are, whatever you’re doing, I hope today brings you a little peace, a little joy, and something worth smiling about.

Life moves fast. Sometimes it’s nice to pause and send a bit of kindness out into the world.

So here it is: I’m wishing you a wonderful day. You deserve it.

Much love ❤️

Time

Time is a quiet thief and a gentle teacher. It takes from us, yes—but it also teaches us to cherish what we have while it’s here. So we hold what we can. Fingers laced, moments tucked into the folds of now, hoping to stretch time just a little longer. And when it’s time, we let go—not with bitterness, but with the quiet grace of autumn leaves surrendering to wind.

Because life was never about keeping. It was always about feeling deeply, loving freely, and learning when to loosen our grip. Some things are meant to stay. Some are meant to shape us and then move on.

Both are gifts.

Weekend Vibes

*Picture is my own*

The weekend is here, and I just wanted to send a little love your way. Life moves fast, and sometimes we forget to pause and appreciate the simple things. But today, I’m feeling especially grateful—for quiet mornings, kind conversations, fresh air, and all the moments in between.

Whatever your plans are, I hope your weekend brings you joy. Maybe it’s time spent with people you love, a good book and a cozy corner, or just a chance to rest and recharge. Whatever fills your heart—lean into that.

Let this weekend be a reminder that you are loved, you are enough, and you are allowed to slow down. 💗

Take care of yourself. Breathe deep. Laugh often. And don’t forget to look for the little moments that make life feel full.

I’d love to know what you are up to this weekend!

With so much love,

Jennifer


Lover’s Rhythm

I trace the rhythm of your smile
a curve that sways
like a quiet melody
soft and certain
as if it’s been waiting for me to notice
it lives in the space
between my fingers
a constant hum
slipping through the cracks
of my thoughts
when the world is too loud
I can feel its warmth
even when you’re miles away
like the last note of a song
that keeps playing in my chest
long after the music fades

Ink of you

you are the chapter
I always return to
the page folded down
soft at the corner
worn from all the times
I needed to feel you again

in the book of my life
you are the part that breathes
where the words slow down
and the world feels
like it might be enough

the ink of you lingers
not bold or loud
just steady and true

I could turn a thousand pages
wander through whole volumes
but still
I keep your place marked

because even if the story continues
even if the plot twists
you are the chapter
that taught me
how to feel the words