The shape of quiet

I close my eyes and drown out 
the sound of goodbye
pretending silence 
is kinder than the truth
I tell myself this ache 
will soften with time
that absence 
is just another word for rest
but the quiet keeps your shape
lingers where your laughter used to be
and every unspoken thing still hums
a low tide pulling at my ribs
asking me to remember 
what I’m trying to release

Seasons change

I miss you
in the quiet moments
no one else can see
folded into morning light
and woven through
the hush between words

the world spins
but I feel your absence 
like a thread
tugging at the edges of my day
fragile yet constant
a quiet ache that never quite fades

I miss you in the way
the light hits the window
the way the air shifts
when the seasons change
and I am reminded
time moves but you still live 
in the corners of my heart

Undercurrent

missing you is a tide
pulling at the edges of my days
a constant undercurrent
that I can not fight or flee
it’s in the quiet moments
when laughter fades
when the world feels too wide
and your absence
fills every empty space
I reach for you in memories
soft echoes of your voice
the warmth of your smile
the way you made time slow down
missing you is more than longing
it’s a presence that lingers
a shadow that walks beside me
reminding me what it means
to love and lose
and keep loving still

Missing you

there are moments
when the world feels quieter
as if your absence
has softened the noise around me
I find myself reaching
for the familiar places
you once filled
the conversations we never finished
the laughter that still lingers
in the corners of my mind
missing you
is like holding onto a shadow
feeling your presence
even when I can’t touch it
the ache is gentle but constant
proof that love doesn’t fade
only changes shape

Listen

there were so many times 
I held my words back
thinking maybe
they would matter to you
thinking you’d hear them and understand
but you never did
now all I have
are the words I never said 
the things I thought
might change your mind
but you never cared enough to listen
I wish I had said more
not to win your attention 
but to free myself from the silence 
maybe then
I would have realized sooner 
that it wasn’t my words you needed
it was your own willingness to listen

House of secrets

in the house of secrets
silence was its own language
the walls whispered stories 
only shadows understood 
and every locked door
guarded a piece of someone 
you’d never fully know
we grew up there
speaking in half-truths 
and learning to walk lightly
love was there
though it wore a mask
soft enough to hold you 
but always just out of reach
by the time we left
we carried the secrets with us
stitched into our skin like old scars 
we never spoke of them 
but in every glance
we knew

When I’m gone

when I’m gone 
you’ll find traces of me 
in quiet moments
whispers in the wind 
echoes in a familiar laugh 
i’ll live in the spaces between your thoughts 
a shadow that softens with time
yet in the stillness
you’ll remember 
I was once here 
and though the world moves on 
I will remain
a flicker in your heart