let my poetry
be my legacy
every deliberate stroke
of my thoughts
finally unmasked
for all to see
the flow
of my words
red ink stained
how they bleed
slowly dripping down
the pages
of my beautiful mind
lingering in
the layers
of my soul
leaving just a part
of myself
to the world

leaving my heart
to only you

Inside these moments

It’s moments like these that steal your breath away. The quietness of the morning, before the world fully wakes. The way the fog settles in, waiting for the sun to chase it away.

It’s in these moments that you find answers, you find peace and solitude. You find a strength you never knew you had. Forgiveness seems a little easier, the pain seems a little less.

These moments are more than the image to me. These moments are for dreaming, for falling in love with the one person who knows your soul. For learning, growing and discovering.

These are the moments, that matter the most in this world. Right here, right now. YOU are worthy, YOU are beautiful and YOU are more than enough!

Saturday vibes and randomness

Love comes in many ways, many forms and on many levels. To love and be loved in return is the greatest blessing, no matter what form. As long as it’s real.

Once you start peeling back the layers you really start to see your truth, your worth and your strength. With layers comes balance. In order to love and accept others, you must learn to love yourself first.

I know that’s easier said than done, but if you can get past the surface, you’ll find it.

It all starts with you. Be beautiful, be YOU

Wherever you are

I miss you

It’s been some time now, and the void is still there. The loss of you is still so raw. The broken pieces were left for us to somehow put back together. They don’t quite fit the way they use to. Nothing is as it use to be, nothing.

Wherever, you are, know I miss you. I wish you didn’t have to leave. I wish for so many things to be different. 

I wish … but, even those won’t come true.

* If you are struggling and have suicidal thoughts please reach out for help. You’re not alone*

National Suicide Prevention Lifeline at 1-800-273-8255. Or go to their website at http://www.suicidepreventionlifeline.org

Inside the silence

the words
one by one
from your lips
still drunk
from the lust
of the night
feeling the darkness
as we lay
in silence
the sound
of the clock
fills our being
every second
falling further
our dreams
we whispered
to the universe
sharing the secrets
that we hide
from others
until the sun
wakes up the rest
of the world
between the sighs
the inhales
and exhales
we always
find our way
back to each other

I am

his fingers
gently dance
across my heart
all the chords
that make up
my entirety
for he has
fallen in love
with ALL of me
the brokenness
of a past
I regret
the scars
that I can’t hide
and the beauty
that I strive
to show each day
he loves
the whole
of my being
when all pieced
delicately together
it’s beautiful to him
perfectly imperfect
I am