Wherever you are

I miss you

It’s been some time now, and the void is still there. The loss of you is still so raw. The broken pieces were left for us to somehow put back together. They don’t quite fit the way they use to. Nothing is as it use to be, nothing.

Wherever, you are, know I miss you. I wish you didn’t have to leave. I wish for so many things to be different. 

I wish … but, even those won’t come true.

* If you are struggling and have suicidal thoughts please reach out for help. You’re not alone*

National Suicide Prevention Lifeline at 1-800-273-8255. Or go to their website at http://www.suicidepreventionlifeline.org

Inside the silence

the words
fall
one by one
from your lips
still drunk
from the lust
of the night
feeling the darkness
as we lay
in silence
the sound
of the clock
fills our being
tick
tock
every second
falling further
our dreams
we whispered
to the universe
sharing the secrets
that we hide
from others
until the sun
wakes up the rest
of the world
between the sighs
the inhales
and exhales
we always
find our way
back to each other

I am

his fingers
gently dance
across my heart
stroking
all the chords
that make up
my entirety
for he has
fallen in love
with ALL of me
the brokenness
of a past
I regret
the scars
that I can’t hide
and the beauty
that I strive
to show each day
he loves
the whole
of my being
because
when all pieced
delicately together
it’s beautiful to him
perfectly imperfect
I am 

Her words

her words
beautiful like a rose
in shades of pink
stroke the pages
of his heart
oh so slowly
they touch a part
of him
he keeps hidden
behind a mask
her words
sweet like a dream
in hues of blue
they feel alive
inside his soul
dancing
like a summers breeze
upon the darkness
of the night
her words
finding
all his layers
and still choosing
to love him
regardless
of what the world says

Element(s)

I found you
in the darkness 
of the night
as the clock ticks
in the quietness
of my mind
where my thoughts 
are the very loudest
I found you
in the depths 
of our words
each letter knowing
every syllable falling
finding comfort
in the sweet silence 
between the periods
catching our breath
at the commas
and holding on
through the parentheses
I found you
in the ink
of my pen
that scatters across
this blank canvas
I found you
in the element(s)
that trickle through my veins
and into my heart