It’s been some time now, and the void is still there. The loss of you is still so raw. The broken pieces were left for us to somehow put back together. They don’t quite fit the way they use to. Nothing is as it use to be, nothing.
Wherever, you are, know I miss you. I wish you didn’t have to leave. I wish for so many things to be different.
I wish … but, even those won’t come true.
* If you are struggling and have suicidal thoughts please reach out for help. You’re not alone*
the words fall one by one from your lips still drunk from the lust of the night feeling the darkness as we lay in silence the sound of the clock fills our being tick tock every second falling further our dreams we whispered to the universe sharing the secrets that we hide from others until the sun wakes up the rest of the world between the sighs the inhales and exhales we always find our way back to each other
his fingers gently dance across my heart stroking all the chords that make up my entirety for he has fallen in love with ALL of me the brokenness of a past I regret the scars that I can’t hide and the beauty that I strive to show each day he loves the whole of my being because when all pieced delicately together it’s beautiful to him perfectly imperfect I am
I want to sit here with YOU learning the secrets of your soul as the silence echos through these trees and when darkness falls upon us we’ll hang our saccharine dreams upon the moon while we fall in love with the stars
her words beautiful like a rose in shades of pink stroke the pages of his heart oh so slowly they touch a part of him he keeps hidden behind a mask her words sweet like a dream in hues of blue they feel alive inside his soul dancing like a summers breeze upon the darkness of the night her words finding all his layers and still choosing to love him regardless of what the world says
I found you in the darkness of the night as the clock ticks in the quietness of my mind where my thoughts are the very loudest I found you in the depths of our words each letter knowing every syllable falling finding comfort in the sweet silence between the periods catching our breath at the commas and holding on through the parentheses I found you in the ink of my pen that scatters across this blank canvas I found you in the element(s) that trickle through my veins and into my heart