Merry Christmas

As I was making Christmas Eve dinner with the family I was reflecting on the year and all the big changes that have happened. I’ve made some really good friends these past few months too. Friends that will last a lifetime. Merry Christmas to each and every one of you. From my family to yours, make memories that you will forever carry in your heart. Don’t leave words unspoken, forgive, love, laugh and have peace.

3AM

It’s 3am
and I’m
lying here
alone

Drunk in my
own dreams
intoxicated by
thoughts of
you
I hear
the clock
ticking
minute by
tortured minute
nothing changes
the night
drags on
and on
I can’t catch
my breath
my body
runs cold
all feeling
is gone
you can’t
save me
there is
nothing left

Yet

It’s still
3am
and I’m still
lying here
alone

Copyright 2011

Unloved

Unloved is what I feel
when I am looking back at you,
unloved is what I am
when there’s nothing left to feel.

alone
broken
damaged
erased
scared and
confused
confined and
absorbed
animated
blank

Unloved is what I feel
when I look inside myself,
unloved is what I am
when there’s nothing left to feel.

Copyright 2010

These lips

Sweet sweet kisses

fall ever so gently

upon these lips of mine.

To find you in dreams

one can only wish.

As day turns into night

all the colors of the world fade

memories become all that’s left.

I lie in silence

still drunk from your kiss

your scent still filling the room

still filling my soul.