On the edge

I’m standing
on the edge
of this cold
mountain top
ledge
my heart
is pounding
so loud
I think it might
burst from my
chest
the sky
turns dark
lightening strikes
all around
soaked in pain
I leap towards
the ground
falling
so hard
so fast
I close
my eyes
feeling so
free
my only
thought now is
will you be there to catch me?

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Looking to the moon

I feel
the warmth
upon my face
upon my soft skin
as I’m
standing here
alone

I stretch
my arms out
and feel
the simple
freedom
race through
my veins

A feeling
so new
so calm
so very
beautiful

My eyes
close
and there
you are
right there
with me

We are both
free now
together
even though
a world away
we’re still
looking to
the moon
with the
same eyes

Given time to dream

I only dream
of you
I find your
smile
when i close
my eyes
losing myself
inside you
I climb
inside your
heart
and sit safely
in your
warmth
knowing
I am loved

given time to dream

i only dream
with you
i allow them
to consume
my every breath
they wash
over me
setting me
free
allowing me
to find
your soul
in an unknown
world

given time to dream

I’m myself … just me

Delicate

It’s your
delicate face
I see
while I’m
daydreaming
I want to touch
you
ever so gently
just to know
that you’re real

It’s your
delicate words
I hear
as I sit in
silence
with only
myself
trying to find
my way

It’s your
delicate flavor
that I want
to taste
to savor
until our time
on earth
is done
until my very
last
delicate breath

Lying alone in my bed

Lying alone in my bed
alone inside my mind
I let thoughts of you
slowly come inside

I smile and close my eyes
you gently caress my lips
with yours
feeling the warm
sensation thoughout my body
I reach for your hand
taking it in mine
we’re one … you and I
at that single moment
we are one.
your body moves
over my own
consuming every ounce
of feeling that I have
inside of me for you
you love me
so gentle
and so kind
I whisper into your ear
let’s dream like this
forever
let’s forever be in this
magical moment
I wrap you safely
in my loving arms
no need to run anymore
you’re safe here
with me

Lying alone in my bed
I let thoughts of you
slowly come inside

Come sit with me

Come
sit with me
for awhile
share with me
your fears
your dreams
and everything
in between

Drown out
the rest of
the world
right now
there is only
you
and
I

Close your
eyes
and feel
the freedom
inside
you’re so
alive
open your
heart
and see
me there
I hope you’ll
let me
stay
right there
with you

Come
let me sit
with you
for awhile

What was forgotten

As the hand
covers my mouth
I feel
the screams
start
on the inside
hot breath
raging like a
fire
crawling down
my skin
burning the
depths of my
soul
your words
cut so deep
right through
my heart
I cry
trying to remember
but myself is
what was forgotten.

How?

I’m trying
to let go
of the hate
hidden within
it consumes
my every
breath
it controls
my every
sin

I can’t
let go
without you
here
I don’t
feel strong
without you
near
please take
my hand
and lead
the way
I need you
more than
you know
I want you
more than
I show

How can
I let go
when no one else
will hold on?