Silence fills my lungs
I can’t seem to speak
Thoughts of you rush through me
Making me feel painfully weak
I taste the sinful desire
Built up on my tongue
The taste is bittersweet
I hate what I’ve become
The tears burn my eyes
Struggling with you
Myself
All the lies
Why now
Why here
Why me
Why?
Fear consumes my mind
Changes every part of my life
Shivers up and down my spine
Makes me want to run and hide
Empty
Feelings
Broken
Promises
You lied
I tried
I’m done
goodbye